things that make me go 'huh?'

some things ill never understand:

1) people that put on makeup and do their hair to go to the gym
2) those frozen hot dogs that were filled with liquid cheese (the mere thought of them
makes me shudder)
3) charlise theron in 'monster' (like whoa)
4) people that dont get how freakin hilarious my jokes are
5) blind faith
6) the popularity of WWF
7) how people can sit through a jim carrey movie
8) if gw gets re-elected
9) ozzie osbourne speaking english

"Como quisiera
poder vivir sin aire
como quisiera calmar mi afliccion
como quisiera poder vivir sin agua
me encantaria robar tu corazon"

girl talk

cat fights. ive never been in one, but have secretly always wanted to participate. is that strange? so yesterday, after a long day of beach bike riding (a full 30 minutes)...we were having 'girl-talk'...about the possibility of being in a fight in the near future because someone may want to 'mess me up'...anyways, that's an entirely different story...so it turns out that they all have wanted to be in a cat fight. im not the only one! and since none of us ever has, but has always wanted to, we decided that we are going to instigate a fight, and all participate. a rough sketch of the plan of action:

1) go to a club (or some other place where there is a plethora of annoying girls)
2) dress in clothes that could double as weapons - ie. stiletto heals, pointy earrings.
3) hone in on a girl that looks like she will fight back (someone with crunchy hair (lots of gel), or with black lip liner)
4) this girl should not be with a lot of friends that look like they 'have her back'
5) instigate by either hitting on her boyfriend, or saying that she looks 'fat in those jeans'

if i am seen with a black eye or a chunk of hair missing in the near future, you will know why.

"would you dance if I asked you to dance?
would you run and never look back?
would you cry if you saw me crying?"

the anti-trust

Trust: (trust) n. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.
Reliance on something in the future; hope.

trust. it's a strong word, and a word that's been on my mind quite a bit for the last few days. though sometimes i can be pretty immature, attempt to start prank wars every other day, think it my sole purpose in life to make up non-existent words and try to get the masses to incorporate them into their vocabulary...i think im a trustworthy person. i would not question my loyalty to my friends and everyone i care about, and my word is gold (i would NEVER give my word to someone, and then not abide by that word)...for someone to tell me that they are doubting their capability to trust me, is like a dagger through the heart (not to sound dramatic, but it is). i cannot stop thinking about it. break my heart, why dontcha?
im sad =(

ok, now that is off my chest, Solaris has been added my list of 'id rather listen to william hung's greatest hits while being force fed 45 pounds of goat cheese than watch this movie again'. it is placed there along with johnny pnemonic, boys and girls or any freddie prinz jr movie for that matter, and beetlejuice.

"Sitting here thinkin bout yesterday
About what we did and how we used to play
Just the thought of you brings a smile to my face
That's how it makes me feel to see you everyday"

im just a giver, and felt compelled to share the wealth. you're welcome.

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summer lovin'

summer '04 has come...and gone.
wow, that was a blur, wasn't it?

highs: beach biking, strangers becoming friends, not-so-strangers becoming friends, seeing mary corleone get shot, bonfires, late night walks, changes, concerts, concerts, concerts, ghosts of the past becoming tangibles of the present, my brief engagement, mafia, hazy nights, all night talks, that inch-away-face...

lows: this damn 4-month long bronchitis, missing the fireworks, the haircut from hell, hazy nights, living without cable, realizing the unattainable is unattainable for a reason...

"summer days are gone too soon,
you shoot the moon and miss completely,
and you're left to face the gloom
the empty room once smelled so sweetly
of all the flowers you plucked
if only you knew the reason
why you had to each be lonely
was it just the season?

now the fall is here again
you cant begin to give in, its all over
when the snow has come rolling through
rolling to some new lover
will you think of times you told me
that you knew the reason
why we had to each be lonely
it was just the season..."

come on down!

so i went to the taping of the gameshow "price is right" today.
no. i did not come on down
no. i did not get show off my skills of being able to guess the price of a gold plated banjo.
no. i did not win a year's supply of gold bond medicated foot cream.

the price is wrong.
i am far too ethnic.
my name is far too hard to pronounce.
my nose is far too pierced.

on another note - i still coming off the high of being able to go to 3 concerts in 3 consecutive days - the cure, kanye west/usher, and phil collins farewell tour...thank you padh marie and jaba for taking me to those - nothing short of amazing to see some of the best muscians live...so awesome...

I AM 14% ASSHOLE/BITCH! I am not an asshole or a bitch, more like an asshole and bitch target. I have no backbone, and fold at even a slightly insincere look. I need to stop crying, I am such a wuss. Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com

"whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whnever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again"