maybe im amazed...

ahhh, another birthday come and gone. it was a fabulous night, thank you to everyone that made it out to celebrate, called or wrote to say hello...if there is anything that i realize every 21st of october (besides the fact that im old)...is that i have the most AMAZING friends...coupled with the fact that there is absolutely no consistency to my drinking tolerance - sometimes i can have 2 drinks and be completely belligerent - and other nights, such as this - having 10 martinis, 4 shots, and champagne can leave me completely sober. yeah, im a lush...an old lush. lovely.
"maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you
maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
you right me when I'm wrong
maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you..."