boo.

you know what's the worst? when someone decides that they dont want you anymore, but then they just dont let you go...

book of love

The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures
and instructions for dancing
But I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything
The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb
But I
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything
The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings

perfect fit

so i saw this ad for a new tv show, that is about a girl who is either in or is entering a new relationship...she is having lunch with a friend....and her friend says to her "you remember when you found those incredible marc jacobs heels half off at the barney's warehouse sale? execpt they were the wrong size, and you kept trying to jam your foot in them because your pride prevented you from putting them back on the shelf for someone else. well, he's a great looking shoe, that's not in your size. the trouble is that you just dont love him enough, and you dont trust that the universe is going to provide you with the right shoe, in the right size, at the right time. "what a great analogy. think about it, how many times have you been in that shoe store, and discovered the most gorgeous copper leather stilettos, with the most beautiful detailing, with just the right amount of point. you've been looking for this pair of shoes forever. AND they are on sale! you try them on, ever so slowly...and they are a size and a half too small....you buy them anyways just because they are too good to pass up, and you just want them to fit that badly. though you know that everytime you wear them, they are going to cut into your foot a little bit more and scar even that much deeper...you wear them for awhile because they are just that fabulous...but as time goes on, you realize that they are just not worth the pain. how wonderful it would have been if they fit, but no matter how much you wanted them, or how beautiful they are...somethings are just not your size.

i wish i wasnt so fragile
cause i know im not easy to handle
baby please, dont forget you love me
dont forget you love me today.

i dont want to feel like this
but im so tired of missing you
i dont want to beg for your time
i want you mine, all mine.