in the zone

do you ever have those days where you just think to yourself what the heck is going on?!. like you're caught in some weird episode of the twilight zone. bizarre things keep happening. and you just feel eerie. imagine having an entire week like that.

sunday: possibly attributed to delirium - i had just dropped off my sister at ucla and get back to my apt at 11pm to finish up some work for the next day. i take a quick shower to wake myself up. i sit on my bed with the paperwork (which happens to be some data for Disney). i'm about 10 minutes into it and i faintly hear "a whole new world" playing somewhere off in the distance. i look across to the mirror and it is steamed up, except for the very distinct shape of the mickey mouse ears...wtf.

monday: i get back to my apt fairly late at night, and hear the sounds of a helicopter circling outside (this is a fairly normal occurrence in my area) - so i ignore it and expect it to go away. it continues on for the next 3 hours. a search light keeps scouring and every 15 seconds comes into my bedroom. lovely. annoyed beyond belief - i eventually pass out. the next morning - someone tells me that the drugstore across the street had been in a hold up - there was a swat team with riffles posted outside and the street had been barricaded off. lucky i didnt go out on the balcony - could have been caught in the line of fire.

tuesday: get home from the gym. cant feel my legs. take shower and put on lovely, new white night gown. look out the window and see pretty crescent moon. decide to go out on balcony. open sliding glass door, walk quickly out. screen door is closed - walk hard into it, bounce off and fall backwards onto floor. screen door gets knocked off hinge, falls onto balcony rail and topples over to fall the 3 flights down to the street. i look down and my now not so lovely, no longer white night gown is covering in soot. go down to street to pick up screen door before it gets run over by a car. carry it back up to apt in the elevator. man in elevator looks at me covered in dirt, carrying screen door and says "looks like a good story..." i respond "shove it".
3 am - cannot fall asleep - turn on tv to find twilight zone playing on channel 9 - this episode staring brian austin green (aka david silver of 90210) - who knew that they still made these?

wednesday: i dont know what's going to happen tonight. but i am scared.

"Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm"