ch-ch-ch-changes...

so i start business school in a little over a month. its crazy to think that a month from now my life will be completely different than it is now. im excited to be back in school, but at the same time dread it...thinking back to when i was a senior at berkeley and thinking so strongly - man, i never want to do this again.
but grad school is a different animal, dont get me wrong, i LOVED college, and if i could do it all over again - i think that i probably would. things were just easier then, you know? decisions just had lesser consequences.

i think i am just bored with things, and need a drastic change to shake things up again. maybe ill get a pet...or a baby. yeah, a baby sounds good. whenever i see a cute little baby gurgling somewhere i find myself thinking - i want one of those. maybe ill just borrow one for a while...just play house for a while. for those of you that know where im going with this - dont kill me! i know, i know - its a phase...

i just cant look its killing me
and taking control
jealousy, turning saints into the sea
swimming through sick lullabies
choking on your alibis
but it's just the price I pay
destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes